Dear Past Me, 

I miss you. I really do. I miss how you effortlessly gelled with people. I miss how you didn't judge people quickly. And most of all I miss how you used to eat whatever you wanted without your brain counting calories on an abacus. 

Things have changed around here. Ever since you left, I don't apologize anymore. People are distancing themselves from me and I don't blame them. I haven't been really strong lately too. 

You are what I need. 

Please come back. I could really do with some company. 

Yours,

Present Me.